Do it.

An introspective pep talk

I knew when I saw the CYOA aspect for these modules that I would choose the professional learning experiences as one of my adventures. It’s one of the areas I know I’m lacking in. Finding outside experiences to help support me has been a challenge. Or rather, it’s hard to continue putting yourself out there for those chances – especially if you’re used to holding a lot of self-doubt.

It’s not easy.

Fear is honestly a scary thing. Once you have it stuck on you – without the proper mental support – it’s hard to get out of.

“Oh, I messed up bad…”
“Damn, I missed a day…”
“I don’t know if I should…”

It’s mindset. In the formula for success, I know that’s the biggest area I want to focus on for myself. I can see the benefits of making it past that hurdle. Committing to my curiosities by finishing those planned projects. Putting in that extra resume cause I know (now) it wouldn’t have hurt to give it a chance.

At times, it really feels like its not easy.

But that’s okay. If everything I strive to learn comes easily, am I really going on a learning journey? Nah. I know. The journey is going to come with those ups and downs, and it’s up to me to keep going. To keep learning. I want to make sure I’m living up to the messages and ideas I intend to share with others as a library information professional in-training.

I love that the time I live in makes it so much easier to engage in PLE’s (both formal and informal). I don’t have any excuse. I just got to commit and do it! I can take those big steps if I want to, but I also like the idea of taking on those smaller, simpler tasks first. Similar to the Idea Box concept, those small project accomplishments can do a good job of preparing me for those larger challenges.

“You’re not expected to be an expert!” – and that’s okay. Don’t forget that!

References that influenced me

YLibrary? Making the case for the library as space for infinite learning.

Embracing the long game.